So I've done a lot of thinking hypothetically...but now things are starting to sink in and I'm freaking out! I get a little short of breath when I think about boarding a plane with a one way ticket in my hand. I think about my nieces (one born and one unborn) that I will not be able to see for a weekend here or there. Then I start to look around my house and I see all of the things that I still need to get rid of! Freaking out! Then I realize how much I hate Craig's List and all of the idiots who really want something and they'll pick it up tomorrow and then you never hear from them again and you've turned down two people who have since either bought something else or fallen off the face of the Earth because they will no longer respond to emails! I hate it all! Anyone want to buy some furniture? One thing I know for sure is moving is for the birds! It's bad enough when you're moving to a new house, but so much worse when you're moving halfway around the world (I measured and it's exactly halfway)! I have no idea how we're going to be completely moved out of here by this weekend, I have no idea how we're going to get everything to fit in suitcases and to the airport, I have no idea when we'll have a renter and I'm a thinker and a planner and this is all making me a little neurotic! I cannot let go of the details and I'm feeling so overwhelmed that nothing is getting done! It's just all going to have to work out some how...
